Friday 28 August 2020

2020- what a year

 Helloo...2020

Today is 28th Aug 2020. Today is my rest day as i have been busy with work for months due to the new submission date. Also today no one would come disturb my quiet time because they all travelling. Woohoo........

2020 has been a very special year...due to the pandemic covid 19, we all stuck at home and cannot make any oversea travelling. Which is quite a good way to save money. In my last post, I mentioned I want to find a quiet place to give myself some "ME" time. Unfortunately I wasn't able to do that till today. 

2020 really is a special year, it changes the world, it changes people normal way of living life. Nowadays we have to wear mask almost everyday and every place we went. I think I never wear mask except for going to Korea due to the weather. This pandemic changed some people life, they might lost their love one due to this illness, they might lost their job due to bad economic, they might get closer to their family because they stuck at home due to MCO (Movement Control Order). This is a new term, never at the past has this kinda pandemic ever happen. 

By God's blessing, my life still the same. Still working, still single, still stay with my mum, nothing much happen, which is a good things because it means I am very well. I thanks God for all the things that I have. I felt blessed by God. Although I am not as rich as others, although I am not as young looking as others, although I am not as successful as others, but I think I feel very settle, peace and calm. By looking at the people around me, especially my cousins, I don't know why they can be so "broken"? Is this the word to describe them? 

Not able to trust anyone including the family member is a pity. I am not saying my family wouldn't hurt my feeling, but I believe if you treat everyone with a truthful heart, people is going to do the same to you. ok...enough for today....bye





選擇

 她先是失去了對愛的信念,於是選擇嫁給錢,因為覺得可以不再需要愛情了,生活就是如此的「簡單」「安全」就好,但這些「簡單」跟「安全」是有代價的。

時間越來越長,這個代價讓她越來越受不住了⋯有一天遇到一個她想要的人,至於是不是真正想要的人並不重要,也許只是想要找一個出口離開那個代價吧!她自己稱之為~為愛勇敢一次~於是,她付出了更大的代價。
她從這一根浮木試圖跳到另外一根浮木,中間什麼也沒抓到⋯就沉了⋯親愛的女孩~你從來不需要浮木,妳可以自己游泳的呀