My life hasn't been the same since then. I quit my job and start a new accounting firm, I was involving with different people, have new target for my love, been to more places....I guess i can said I have a better life since then.
I wanna share a thought here, something just happened last month which has proved to me how much GOD has protected me and love me.
Not able to have Jo in my life has been a pain in my heart for such long time. He is also the reason I created this secret blog so I was able to express my feeling here. I wasn't able to accept any new love because no one can replace his position in my heart. Only started two years ago when I started my new company, I was too busy with my new business, I really had no time for this love matter.
Cut the stories short, the reason I can't really accept new love ass also because no one is good enough if compare to him. Jo, from my perspective, is a capable man. Knows everything I dunno, can help me with all the problems I was facing. Earn good money etc...
But little did I know, the mall he was running has been liquidated and he would face bankruptcy if he can't settle the loan soon. He got forced out of the management team by liquidator and now sort of in jobless situation. What happen to my dream man???
Not that I was very surprise it happens. But it has bring some lights to me.
I am thankful for the opportunities that was given to me, although I have to learn some lessons in a harder way than others, but these lessons has make me a tougher woman also.
