I know........

I know u is not the right guy for me, I know u wouldn't sacrifice your freedom for me, I know is too late for me to tell u I luv u, I know everything has to be over, I know it isn't anyone fault....I KNOW.....I KNOW.....


But...I love him...I really love him.....even thought I know my heart would be pierce by his cruelness...I know there is no future for us....But....I still wanna give it a try.....

Yes...I've been foolish....I've been childish....I've been naive.....But can I pray for another chance to make things right?

Pretending ....

Is so afraid to be alone,
The quietness of the nite is killing me,
Things that u left behind make me think of u
Places that we have been is leaving me the memories that I can't forgo
I try to forget all these pieces that u left for me, but it only stay with me even closer

I know I have to learn to let go because it just can't be continue
I know I shouldn't keep thinking about you because you are not worthed
Even I keep telling myself "never mind, let it go"
But when I see you again, I just can't pretend nothing ever happen...